I've heard about it, I thought about it, I was told of it, but I was always blind to it. Yes, I lack the virtue called patience. And this has cost me more than many could even imagine.

I simply want to apologize to anyone who has been unfortunate enough to have fallen under my constant rush. This should be proof enough for anyone who has called me perfect before. I'm definitely not perfect. But I'm still working on it :) Identifying the problem is more than half the solution.

I am starting to think that perfection is not in virtues, as some of Allah's virtues seem to contradict, is he merciful or vengeful? Perfection seems to be in balancing these virtues, not in implementing all of them. But being able to know when one is appropriate and the other is not.

I thank you for making me understand this thing. Have I not told you we can learn so much from each other :)